Why Did You Let Him Ruin Everything?

by LJ

Why did he choose to not know me?
Why did you conceive me with a stranger that didn’t want me?
Why did you not show that you loved me?
Why did you let me feel alone?
Why did you make me feel you never wanted me around?
Why did you let him live with us if you knew?
Why did he do that to me?
Why did you let him ruin everything?
Why did you not show me love and trust?
Why did I not trust myself to go to you when it happened?
Why could I not have the mom and family that normal families had?